Journal

I studied syntax this morning and my hand hurts because of it :( I really shouldn't be using my laptop when it still hurts but I'm bored and other people I'd normally talk to aren't available right now. I'll try to keep it short.

I was scared of syntax during my second entry but honestly its not all that hard, just a pain in the ass to write as evidenced by my current impairment. I haven't done anything about German yet, I guess I'll just see what happens...

In other news today is me and my girlfriends 1 month anniversary :] I was scared of being seen as annoying for celebrating such a small thing but straight people get away with far worse(such as existing in public as straight) so I'm going to be annoying and everyone will have to live with it. I'm feel so happy. I get to date someone who's so awesome and talented and nice. I love just talking to it about bullshit. Life is beautiful. It just came online journal over bye.

So guess what. Only a few hours after I made the last journal entry they sent the midterm schedule to the class gc. Turns out all I had to do was bitch about it on the internet!

It seems okay. Most of the midterms are in the first week and the second week only has 2, one being a homework assginment. There's a few days gap between the last exam in the first week and the first midterm in the second one so my mom bought tickets for the inbetween period instead of the usual after-midterms week. I have to study for the first week's stuff but I'm not sure where to start... I was thinking of starting with German but aughhhh. I don't like German.

History is the last exam. I should be happy about this since thats the class I struggle the most with but I've pretty much given up on history so I don't really care anymore. I cannot for the life of me figure out what this teacher will ask and I'm pretty sure the others feel the same so whatever. I'm probably going to wait until the last second to watch the class recordings and then read the notes that one single angel sends to the class gc and then get a 60.

I don't have much to update besides the midterm talk... my Spanish classes started again this week and I don't feel like paying attention anymore I feel like I don't know anything... but the atmoshpere of the class is kinda nice, we're like a little friend group. There's 10 of us(was 16 last semester) and not everyone is a student(we got 2 teachers here) it's alright. There's currently a running gag of calling this one girl rich because she said 50 Lira for tea is cheap. Yesterday she asked the word for poverty in spanish by going "What's poverty?" and you can imagine we all got a kick out of it.

I also miss my girlfriend WAAAH I need to gain the ability to teleport so I can visit it. FEELING: Gay and sensitive.

I think that's all I wanted to say today. I don't know if the constant journal entries will keep coming but I like talking and saying things and speaking. Also these are the only real updates I can make to the site right now unfortunately. CSS still not learned but we ball. See you later.

I wanted to do this(the collapsable journal entries) when I first made the journal page but didn't know how and decided to look it up later. I didn't have to because Crush linked an article that had exactly what I needed thank you Crush ♥

I wanted to add this after my midterms schedule was announced because I didn't want a small edit to show up as an update but guess what. They still haven't announced it. There is less than a week left and my mom has been pestering me about it for a MONTH I can't take it anymore. She wants to know the schedule so she can buy me train tickets home. She keeps asking me even though I've said multiple times that I will send them when they get announced. I've SENT them as soon as they were announced for the past semester. She knows I'm annoyed by it but she keeps doing it. Don't piss me off.

On the topic of midterms I'm really pissed off about the KDI subject I have to study. Syntax tree diagrams. I hate them so much I want them dead. They are so annoying to write I Always run out of space, and on top of that I'm bad with grammatical terms and our teacher already got annoyed with us after we couldn't name something so if I do it wrong I will definetly get ridiculed. Fucking.
There's also the SDE homework. I didn't do the translation but that's fine I can work around that, the issue is the teacher wanted us to bring up topics we disscussed in class. I don't remember anything. I was there for all but one class but I have terrible memory and don't remember most of what was said. I can't do this.

Basically I figured out a html tag and university is a bitch. What else is new. I was also thinking about TMNT because I added the rottmnt lesbian polycule to my Tomolife island + saw a gifset of the 2003 Toaster scene. I miss 2003. My TMNT fixation might be crawling back to me. Scary.

So this website is still unfinished but since I can't learn webdev and create the site of my dreams in one day, and since plenty of people have already for some reason looked in here, I thought it'd be nice to have a journal page.

My original plan was to start learning CSS after I was done with HTML but my attention was stolen by an evil entity called "Tomodachi Life for the Nintendo 3DS". My provider was doing some campaign where they gifted a shit ton of internet to users and I took that as an oppurtunity to finally download Sims 2, I had been wanting to do it for a while but my shitty dorm wifi could only download 5mb in 30 minutes before shitting itself. While I was at it I also looked into getting Tomodachi Life on an emulator, most my friends had been playing it or the Living the Dream demo and I wanted to check it out. Big mistake. Now I can't do anything because I'm distracted by videos game.
I gave myself a limit of 2 hours of playtime during parts of the day, but even though I follow it I just can't get started on CSS executive dysfunction is a bitch. And my exams are going to start in a week so I might have to put my plans on hold until that's done... I probably won't though. I usually spend all my time fucking around on the internet until studying at the very last second.

What else... I made a red heart bracelet at my Jewelry Making Course on wednesday ^-^ it's not actually finished yet because we need to get a closing for it butt I like it. I made it red and the secondary color black because Undertale reference hehehhe. I thought about(and my girlfriend suggested) making a 7 human souls bracelet but to do that I need to buy more crystal beads. Maybe another day.
I also had amigurumi yesterday but I'm honestly kinda ashamed to talk about that one... I had been crocheting the head ever since the semester started. It's honestly been hell. And like that wasn't enough, while I was finishing it yesterday my teacher did the ears, nose and arms for me, and while I struggled and gave up on starting the legs she sew the face together. It felt kind of humiliating. I know I shouldn't compare myself to my literal teacher but it should not have taken me that long to finish one doll head. And she did most of the work for me, I'd feel bad if I said I made it. I don't know how to get out of this slump I've fallen into. It wasn't like this before.

Alright I don't want this to turn into a vent channel so I'm stopping here. I hope whoever is reading this has a nice day. See you around.